So yea...I've been a bad person. I'll be better....you'll see. Um...meaning of this journal. Well...um...lets see. Yes...I'll be posting up another journal later on today/late night with the links to the line-art of all of those art-gifts and commissions (payment...my friends/your friendship) that I owe. Meaning that they're already half way done. Now....all I have to do is add color. Oh, btw...the line art will be in ink. Then as the weekend go on...I'll up-grade to line art in PS or open-canvas or CS. Either or I'm guessing. Or I just might use 'em all, because I'm very 'laxed with the open-canvas layer thingy, but I love the colors PS have to offer and how easy it is to darken and what not, but I like the brushes in CS. They're awesome if you ask me. So yea...I might end up using all of em if that's the case. Who knows....? Surly not me. Anyways....oh and I shall send a link to all to all of those line-arts to their persons so there is no need to keep a watch out for my journal(*lowers head* people hardly ever do). Which means I'll just note you. And if you don't get noted then maybe you just didn't ask for one. Or I just forgot all about you. If that is the case then you'll have to note me and I shall fix that then. However there is a week/"month" grace period before I can get around to yours after I add you. School work and all...however I shall...*crosses fingers* try and start on them as soon as I get it. I shall! You'll see... So yeah...look forward to later on today/night. Other than that I have nothing else to say. And no I don't want you to color either of the line-arts. So don't worry...however I am looking forward to another art collab with you.




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Ok, maybe I'll have em up but tomorrow night. ...No, I will have em up by tomorrow night! You'll see!

I hardly ever get tagged. tagged me. First time I've been tagged since I've been on DA. Can you believe that....? I'm pitiful. I wish people would tag me more often and stop be selfish. I would like to be tagged and I hate to ask for it. Asking to be tagged is wrong...so remember that...cierra loves being tagged. So in the future when you've been tagged...please...*points to username* don't forget to tag me... I look forward to them.

From what I gathered, you're (I'm) suppose to post eight things about yourself (myself) and then tag eight other people. Sounds like uber funs. Here I go:

One: I smell my shoes every time before I put them on. (you say gross I say I'm just making sure they don't stink)

Two: Once I start buying stuff online it becomes hard for me to stop. Unless someone distracts me, I'll keep on buying until money is low. T_T

Three: I like to pretend that I can actually sing. TT_TT even though I know I can't.

Four: I hate men who think that they "know" me. Like dating them wasn't enough.

Five: I only play WoW (WorldofWarcraft) because Mitch played it and I don't play it often...hard at all.

Six: I'm in love with someone who could never love me back. T_T

Seven: I like listening to Dance and Techno music even though the beat repeats itself thought the whole song and almost all of my friends hate it. I did say almost.

Last and not least....*drum roll*

Eight: I hate to be surrounded by people that I don't know or have never met before.

Now....here is a list of people that I'ma tag.

You know what...I need to stop ranting. Yes, ranting gets you into major trouble. I like trouble when I'm asking for it. I hate trouble when I'm unknowingly walk right into it. This is what I mean....

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And those are just my online rants. Some...very little...of my online rants. Stay away from my LJ page and you won't get an eye full. LJ pisses me off a lot so I always have something to rant about.

But no...not why I said "I need to stop ranting". No, not at all. I was walking...like I often do to clear my head or when it's nice out and I feel like I need to get a breath of fresh air. Mmm...clean air smells good, but then I paused and begun to think. Yes...I randomly think people . And it was about my family and what not. So like a stupid head, I call up the only able friend I know that will actually listen....Jonathan. Not my best of choice, but it was close enough. And I rant. I ranted to him as I entered the house, as I walked by my parents(didn't even lower my voice...stupid me*smacks self*), and up to my room where I ranted some more. Finally the rant was over, told him I'd speak to him later, he laughed and we hung up.

Now here's the best part:

My folks followed me up to my room and listened to the rest of the rant. And when I hung up, *enters the parental unit*. Lol...if was funny the worried look on their faces. Mom thinks I might kill her and everyone in the house. I keep telling her that even though I would want to, I would never in fear that I might get caught. Cierra don't like being somebody's bitch.

So yeah...it was like one of those "gotta save my kid before she takes it too far* kinda thing. It was really funny, you guys would have to be there.

Another reason why I won't rant anymore is b'cuz I realized that I have it so much better than other people. Like people in China and such. I don't have to worry about bills(yet) or things close to that nature. For now I can act dumb and silly. For now I can goof around or gwak at boys that I find sexy. Even keep a crush on someone I like and stay up late until I can no longer think with a thought of reason(not like I do anyways...but) I'm young! And when I sleep, full of energy! I don't want thoughts that aren't really actual thoughts or just thoughts to make me feel bad when I should be high on life! So Fuck you devil!!! This is one girl you won't get!!! *dances*

I just want to kill myself. *Sigh* No...I just want to die and forget the past, the present, and the future. Fuck hell....god...and fucking Bush. He's an ass anyways. Cock fucker...looks like a monkey or he has an ass for a face. His momma too!!! Bitches!!!

Hate is what I am. It's what I feel. Without it I am nothing but a pile of unwated emotions. But with it, I am the darkness that consumes your souls. I am me!

Title is a line from a blue October song. Man...I haven't stopped listening to them yet.

Anyways...Hopefully by this time Sunday I'd have some new stuff up and about. I've scanned them and some of them I'm coloring up in PS(photoshop). So yeah...those might take longer to get up here then the ones that I've done on paper and am please with. There are some Dragon(my character/alter ego) drawings. More of them and what not...just playing around with her. Most of them were just too see how I liked her hair to look when doing certain things or dressing a certain way. So...whatever.

Um...I also did some drawings of her family. Still working on her mother and father. I have no ideal how I want them to look. Her mom was a full blooded demon from hell who loved to kill anything whether it be demon or human just for the sake of it. Her father on the other had was kind and gentle and caring. He was a bred between a water nymph and an ice demon. Then her mother killed him after she had Dragon. Talk about funny. I'll post the story up once it's done in LJ(LiveJournal). I made is that her mother hates all of her children, but it didn't start off like that. She loved them all...all but Dragon, but with her being the youngest, her siblings looked out for her and turned on the mother...so you can see why she hates them all now. Dragon more the most.

There's Fox, the oldest...he's a see-er. Can see into the future as well as shape shift. His father was a fox. *giggle*

Next in line is Shawn. She takes after her father who was a sun god. She's human down to the T besides her power and ability to heal when the sun is out.

Then came Viper. The once mother's favorite. Her father is unknown. All she knows is that he was an earth elemental. Although she has other powers, she got them by killing demons and stealing their powers for her own. She's power hungry and evil. Like mother like daughter, eh? The two still don't get along.

Second to last is Mitch. Based off of a friend. He's immortal due to a curse from an angry god but human. (Can you guess what his father was? Dee dee) He makes stuff ranging from weapons, buildings, creatures, to who knows what else. Demons and others creatures of all kinds go to him to get weapons and such of great power. He doesn't have a kind relationship with Dragon...theirs is more on the business level if anything else. However, deep down he wishes her to be more careful when she's doing her kicking ass thing. Still her brother no matter which way he looks at it.

Last...thank god...there's Dragon. Just told you guys what her father was so I'll just repeat it. : He was a bred between a water nymph and an ice demon: cool huh? Her mother hated her when she first found out that she was going to have her. Thus she killed the father. (Mother was a hoe wasn't she) So Dragon go abused a lot as she grew up. I haven't worked on her childhood story yet, but just...in my stories of her as an adult...made reference to her past.

Well that's the family. She has some friends also that kinda bum off of her in her huge house that's small on the outside due to some magic, but like a castle on the inside. Enough to fit in the army, a small country, and factory workers.

So yeah...I drew them all. Right now I'm working a drawing them all together. However I can't seem to get it right. I don't want them in the picture according to age and I don't want them according to height. *sighs* And my inspiration/creativity is slowly draining away. Before you know it it'll be all gone. T__T.

Oh, and there will be some stories up in my scraps later on today. Just look out for them. Their not good and can use some work, but I'm trying to prepare myself before school starts so it might take me some time before I get around to them. So..yeah...

Alright...bye for now. Until next time.

Kiss me'bum ye fuckin' ninny.